Things around here have been go go go! Everything is moving so quickly and in so many positive ways. I feel like gushing just thinking about it. The last time I updated was back in May and I was so excited to go to our annual neon desert music festival. Well we went and we only really saw some of Wolfgang Gartner, Molotov, and Martin Solveig. We missed Best Coast :( but as music festivals go its always a swap amiright? I've been falling back in love with myself and its really cool because I haven't felt this happy with myself in a long time. The more comfortable I am being 100% myself the more I fall in love with the person I truly am. Its getting so much easier to live in my own skin and I love it. I'm so happy :)
I think I've mentioned my struggles with friends in the past but my problem was that I was putting all my eggs in one basket and well... it was a really shitty batch of eggs.... so I'm branching out and making new friends which is an entirely new concept to me but it is going exceptionally well! I have 2 entirely new friends and I chose to befriend them because I can see they have genuinely good hearts and are good people and we've been hanging out allot lately. But I've been talking to new people and being less afraid and everyone has been really sweet and receptive to me.
Valentin is doing really well he says new words every day it seems! He is so smart and I see more and more of his personality everyday. He is such an incredible little man and I feel lucky to be his mother. He's been having play dates with friends and he's learning a lot about social interaction. I pretty much get to see what it will be like if we decide to have another baby someday! I am not ready at all for a new baby and I'm doing everything I can to protect myself but it seems like we don't have a choice sometimes. By that I mean IUDs don't always work, the pill isn't foolproof and the shot.....well I am not even sure. I got a mini heart attack the other day when a friend of ours told u she had her IUD in when her Dr revealed she was pregnant. It made me feel like me being on the pill didn't even stand a chance. I'm happy with just my little man right now and I really hope it will stay that way.
I've been doing test prep all summer for the accuplacer. I plan on taking only a couple of classes this fall since Valentin is a little bit older now he nurses less so I can start on the college course. Its going to be a very slow ride and honestly I'm in no rush. My family is still priority one and being home to raise my son is the most important thing to me. That's why I'm only taking 1-2 classes depending on the length of time they last I don't want to be gone more than 2 hours a day; But I do undertsnad the importance of starting on a path now so by the time little man goes to pre school I'll be getting somewhere.
One thing I haven't been giving allot of attention to is my body... this is so not good and I hate feeling like I'm neglecting my physical well being but my god Its hard to fit it in! I own the P90X DVDs but I'm gonna be 100% honest I'm so intimidated by them that I haven't even started. I felt the same about crossfit but I carried through with that so i'm sure I can handle this, again it all ties into not having the time.
Studio Ghibli isn't something I've ever been interested in before but tumblr has really made them appeal to me so now I'm trying to watch them all!
Well this is everything in a nutshell and I have so much more to say but it is so late and I need sleep!
au revoir!
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